Less than an hour 'til Mothers' Day & things aren't how they have been a few years ago. I usually think of the sweetest things I could do or give my mom but, a thought struck me. This year is a bit harder for me. I don't want to just give her something just to be able to say that I gave my mom something for mom's day. I might not be able to give her anything this year which makes me sad. I love my mum very much. I know, although not all, the hardships she went through from carrying us in her womb, to delivering us to this beautiful world, to raising us & it goes on as long as she lives. I know how unconditional a mom loves her children and a mere gift won't suffice. The love that she gives me & my 2 siblings is priceless. I know how wrong it is for me to blame her of who I have become today. I grew up spoiled even if I am not able to get everything I want. Mom just gives whatever she can give whenever I ask or wish for something. She doesn't like me to sweat for anything, even the littlest of things to do. I grew up not knowing much how to cook, how to move around & clean the house but I can still do things from time to time. It's never too late than never. I am learning from my mom whenever we have the time. O precious time. The bondings that we have. Priceless memories I'll never forget. <3 Speaking of priceless memories, I'll never forget even the memories we had back when I was just a young lass, when we still lived in Talayan Village. All the fun things we had. The good times we shared. I know that despite the circumstance she was in before, she has me with her to keep a smile on her face even if I was a very naughty & playful child. I know how much she loves me & my sibling because even now, she does so many things for us, even the things we haven't asked for. I admit that she was giving us too much that sometimes I take her for granted, telling her to stop caring for me too much. At times that she stopped doing the things she had been doing for me before, the feeling of being ignored by someone that you love, the lessening of affection somehow hurts. Actually, IT REALLY DOES.
Regardless of those, MY MOM IS STILL THE BEST. WE LOVE HER SO MUCH. SHE IS PRICELESS. A BLESSING, A GIFT FROM GOD THAT THE ANGELS HAVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF FOR US.
I am sorry for being who I am, mom. Even if I sometimes act like a jerk, I still love you. I always have and I always will. I am happy God sent me to you. I am happy to have you as my mom. Thank you for everything.
HAPPY HAPPY MUMS' DAY MAMMII KO~ <3
